~Babysitting~

Babies, such fragile beings, but that power which lies within, crying out to the world to show their presence. Oh, no, no! It's not me! Just that now, am...Babysitting!

Sitting on babies Babysitting is not a new experience for me, as I have already sat on babysat my little brother for a while when he was born, back then I was twelve years old. I don't have much memory about that specific period of time though. All I could remember was boiling the bottles, making the formula milk, feeding my brother, making him burp, changing his diapers, putting him to sleep or mistreating playing with him...

Recently, I have started babysitting again~and our cute little target baby is my nephew! My cousin gave birth to him nearly two months ago, and since they got home, I've been living with them to help with sitting on babysitting.

Basically it is the same tasks, but I did not expect it to be that tiresome! Perhaps it's because back at age of twelve, I only took care of my brother in the day time. Yet now, my cousin and I are taking turns to look after the baby. We all had a lack of sleep if we were to stay awake at night when the baby cried and struggled to sleep. It all depends on the baby, some have an easy transition from the light sleep to the deep sleep, others need to be constantly cradled. But other than that, I LOVE him so so much, that no matter how tired or arm-aching I am, I still want to hug him and pinch his little butt stay by his side.

My most preferred moment with him is when I am making him burp, and that he falls asleep in my arms, so adorable!

But sometimes when doing so, instead of closing his eyes, they just remain as round and as opened as ever. Making me staring back in the same way.

Gradually, he becomes more and more playable with. And every time when he smiled at me, unconsciously or consciously, I melted on the spot. I am really glad to participate in his growth!

Bearing and raising a baby is not easy at all. It's a life, and how a life can be formed inside a human body is really incredible. I am not a mother yet, but I want to shout out to all the boys, girls, men and women out there, please be responsible of your actions. Don't let a short while of pleasure become your life long burden, if you are not ready to turn this burden into your responsibility which you will love and care for.

Love and respect to all the mothers!